Several months ago when I was only just seven weeks expectant with this blessed life which grows within me; I feared that I was beginning to miscarry. It was a terrifying time as we had miscarried a year previous. I took to my bed emotionally and physically exhausted. I was so angry at God! Why was He doing this to me again? How could I get through this again?
My sweet Beloved urged me to read my Bible as he felt it would restore my soul and give me strength. I really did not want to. But he persisted and to please him I did. The Word of God was like a balm to my soul...
...I felt renewed! Immediately after reading I prayed my socks off and let all my fears and worries out in tearful prayer. I asked the Lord to give life and His protection to our unborn child but I acknowledged that if it was not His will for this child to live then I begged for His grace and mercy to help me through the tough times ahead.
That day the Holy Spirit spoke to my heart in respect of the precious life within...She will be a mother of many and teacher to all...Wow! (though to note we do not know the gender of this baby as yet!)
Several weeks ago I began to feel a strong urging to learn as much as I could about vaccines, education, governmental control and medical secrecy...etc... I was confused by this at first and wondered should I just ignore this prompting so as not to put too much pressure upon myself? But the prompting continued so much so that I began researching online any spare second I could when the children were napping or sleeping at night and I have also ordered a few select books with my Husbands blessing! Yes my laundry is beginning to pile up!
So whilst discussing all that I had been learning with my Husband several nights ago...he wondered if I was being Spirit-led? Being prepared to impart wisdom to our 'arrows' through promptings of the Holy Spirit? Over the next few weeks I intend to detail some of my topics of learning here to open discussion and to provide interesting facts to anyone who also needs to learn!